Countdown til im back in New York " )

YAY !!!!

thanksgiving is literally around the corner. lol im sooo soo so ready. ahhhhh. i got 6 more days til im back homee .

im soo ecstatic !

day 1 : okay so, so far today's not good. im not feeling anything at all, like im hating life. Just thinking bout what's going on at home, had me teary eyed. i hate that my mom lost her job. i never thought

that when you loose a job you lose so much more. this sucks ! people who i thought were my friends are just laughing at the situation like it's a joke. i mean i don't want sympathy but it'd help a little right now. but on the brighter side i have soccer practice today && a dinner date. lol but the thing with the guy is. i don't really like him. he's sweet && all but just not my type. but whose to say No to a dinner date. lol . not me at least.

day 2 : So today's better than it was yesterday ! which is great. i talked w. my lil sis bee.Rambo && i feel much much much better. Soccer is going great ! omg. && i been tlalking to this one guy for a min. we can call him Smitty - lol. but he does have a girlfriend & normally i wouldn't talk to a guy that has a girlfriend but it's something that i REALLY like about him. & last night he said "baby, im really feeling you & i want to be w. you & right now it's up to you to decide our 'fate' . So like i really wanna go out w. him but how do i know that he's not gonna do the same to me as he did to her current girlfriend?

day 5 : Soo it's day 5 which means tomorrow at midnight, i leave for NEW YORK . yay I can't waitt . . . . ahhhhhh ! im so ecstatic , but on the less brighter side. im sickk !. i missed school yesterday bc of it - pooo . yesterday was the worst day everr. im so glad it's over, even tho i still feel like ____ .