This is It !

SO . . . this is it ,

My Last Blog ! well to end things im doing great ;

everything is swell . lol . i know b4 i said No more Boys but i met

this one that rlly does make me happy . i can confide in him as a friend && also

have my needs fulfilled ; ) wink wink .

hahah jk but yeah he's great. Soccer is also coming along very very very

well . Hope it stays like that. the only negative so far is that ppl are still talking. but hey that's life right ? ! well anyways ily && Happy Holidays !!!

adios ;

life . . .

life :
–noun
a corresponding state, existence, or principle of existence conceived of as belonging to the soul: eternal life.

the general or universal condition of human existence: Too bad, but life is like that.

the period of existence, activity, or effectiveness of something inanimate, as a machine, lease, or play: The life of the car may be ten years.

a particular aspect of existence: He enjoys an active physical life.

animation; liveliness; spirit: a speech full of life.

resilience; elasticity.

the force that makes or keeps something alive; the vivifying or quickening principle: The life of the treaty has been an increase of mutual understanding and respect.
16.
a mode or manner of existence, as in the world of affairs or society: So far her business life has not overlapped her social life.

the period or extent of authority, popularity, approval, etc.: the life of the committee; the life of a bestseller.

anything or anyone considered to be as precious as life: She was his life.

high school drama - i tried to stay out of !

Why is it that im always having boy trouble ! even when i layed off of them for a while it always seems to come back . like this one boy smitty ( just to protect his name) ; he has well had a girlfriend &. w/us it just started out as just a friendship then turned into a i wanna get to know you relationship. So one day we were texting while he was at his gf house &. he called me baby ; so she found out &. flipped ! She was crying &. everything. now i didn't feel bad cause all he said was baby. nothing bad. right ?? well to go one . . . . she writes me on fb saying " thanks for flirting w. my boyfriend " , now me being mature for my age thought it was kinda childish so i left it alone. but then she kept posting stuff talking bout me soo i did what i had to do &. went off on her stupid ___ . But anyways me &. smitty get to tlking bout the situation &. i realized that he seems a lil off. So i said " Hun, i can tell your still feeling her . If you want me too i will talk to her &. let her know what happened soo nothing comes off the wrong way . " He agreed . So i did, I didn't apolpgize cause i didn't feel the need too. But anyways , today's the first day back from our thanksgiving break &. it seems a lil off . but its w/e my day must go on right . Well coming from lunch her &. her lil friends are talking bout the situation &. one says' " is that the hoe " . Now as of right this sec. Im SUPERRRRRRRR PISSED ! &. on top of that Smitty isn't acting his normal self , so im fed p w/ this drama w. him ! he's done !!! &. So am I . . . NO MORE BOYS - OFFICIALLY TIL THE END OF THE YEAR. !

Happy thanksgiving everyone . Hope your day is full of food &' thanks .
Im thankful that your in my life even though i am a crazy one . lolss .

xoxo
yanai

Just an Instinct

As of now i officially got blogspot mobile. woot woot

Countdown til im back in New York " )

YAY !!!!

thanksgiving is literally around the corner. lol im sooo soo so ready. ahhhhh. i got 6 more days til im back homee .

im soo ecstatic !

day 1 : okay so, so far today's not good. im not feeling anything at all, like im hating life. Just thinking bout what's going on at home, had me teary eyed. i hate that my mom lost her job. i never thought

that when you loose a job you lose so much more. this sucks ! people who i thought were my friends are just laughing at the situation like it's a joke. i mean i don't want sympathy but it'd help a little right now. but on the brighter side i have soccer practice today && a dinner date. lol but the thing with the guy is. i don't really like him. he's sweet && all but just not my type. but whose to say No to a dinner date. lol . not me at least.

day 2 : So today's better than it was yesterday ! which is great. i talked w. my lil sis bee.Rambo && i feel much much much better. Soccer is going great ! omg. && i been tlalking to this one guy for a min. we can call him Smitty - lol. but he does have a girlfriend & normally i wouldn't talk to a guy that has a girlfriend but it's something that i REALLY like about him. & last night he said "baby, im really feeling you & i want to be w. you & right now it's up to you to decide our 'fate' . So like i really wanna go out w. him but how do i know that he's not gonna do the same to me as he did to her current girlfriend?

day 5 : Soo it's day 5 which means tomorrow at midnight, i leave for NEW YORK . yay I can't waitt . . . . ahhhhhh ! im so ecstatic , but on the less brighter side. im sickk !. i missed school yesterday bc of it - pooo . yesterday was the worst day everr. im so glad it's over, even tho i still feel like ____ .

woah, it's been a min, since i've blogged. well too catch you up on some things. im actually fine. love is still on a search but im searching less. focusing on school is taken more of my time, being that i graduate next yr, maybe even this yr. still NO JOB ! -need a lot of help on that. lol. im bypassing drama daily cause life's too short. " ) Road Trip To NEW YORK ! ahhh. sooo ready... okay well i found a new love. SOCCER! OMG, i love it, even tho practices are pure torture!!!! But it's all worth it in the end. hopefully i at least land a spot on JV. soo pray for me!

-peace&love

xoxo